Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Shattered Dreams

Shattered dreams with thought of you,
Shattered because we are through
Shattered just lost and confused.

Driving down the fast lane of life
spedometer pushing 105. Every things
just a blur.Nothing but thoughts of you
occur. Empty faces, empty smiles. Lost
in you all the while.

Know I'm shattered with thoughts of you,
Shattered because we are through
Shattered lost and confused.

The pain is healing all the while
I met someone new and know I smile.
Dreams do come true.

I was shattered because of you
Shattered because we were through
Shattered no longer true. I was shattered
when I though of you. My shattered dreams
are all through.

Torn down and built back up standing
tall standing tuff. Burning fridges one at
a time running wild and flying high. On
top of the world and I'm no longer
Shattered those days are through.
Shattered I'm so over you. Shattered
It just ain't true. Ill spend no more time
being shattered over you.

Shades Of Grey

Why is life so uncertain so unclear.
Nothing ever cut and dry, always areas
of grey. Sometimes it seems no one
cares if I fade away.

Shades of grey in this life looking
out my window as my life floats by
on a cloud.

Tears flowing down my face like
rain on a rainy day. Uncertain of what
comes what may.

Don't walk behind me I will not lead
Don't walk in front of me I will not follow
Just walk beside me and hold my hand Lets
take this as far as we can.

Shades of grey coming through today needing
you to hold my hand to let me know you
understand.

Blending in with the crowd, voices echo all around.
Dreaming of stars in the sky. Shades of grey bluring my eyes.

Little Things

Little things you do.
Funny things you say.
Make me like you more with the passing of each day.

The feeling That I get, when I see you come online.,
brings a smile to my face and all my troubles far behind.

And on the days I don't see you which are far and few
between makes me very sad and blue my eyes with
out a gleam.

So I sit and wonder as I start at my screen are you a fairy
tale or even make believe.

Much to my astoundment and glimmer in my eye , you are
exactly what I'm looking for, know how do I make you my guy?

Before You Make A Wish!

Lying in a sleeping bag,
above some sticky grass,
you count the shinning stars
as endless minutes pass.

They form alot of pictures,
a boat,a horse, some fish,
waiting for a star to fall
wondering what you'll wish.
Would you wish for something
nice like love or even more?
Or would you wish for something
mean like Death or hate or war?
Think hard before you make a wish
and its consequences too. You
never know till its to late
your wish just may come true.

Do You?

Do you ever close your eyes and wish real hard, that
the one you want to be with will be there when you open
your eyes?

Do you ever close your eyes and wish that you could turn back
time to experience that one moment you never want to forget?

Do you ever close your eyes and smile because you know you feel
the love of that one special person if only for a minute?

Do you close your eyes and fear when you open them noone will
be there waiting to love you?

I Do

Dear Me..

Dear me,
I am writing this letter, to try to tell
myself I deserve better.

Dear me,
How much more heartbreak can I take
will this be a mistake, or a chance I take

Dear me,
Of all the things Ive done, I try to tell
myself he is the one.

Dear me,
Its the moment in time, I have to step up
and fight to make him mine.

Dear me ,
Its a chance I take, and its such a
high steak, what if my heartbreaks.

Dear me,
What have I done to make me think,
I could be the one.

Dear me,
I have to tell him know just how
I feel, but I am not sure how.

Dear me,
You know you want him,

Dear me,
You know you miss him.

Dear me,
You know you need him.

Dear me,
You know you have to tell him right know..

Dear me.....

Good Bye!

So Many thoughts going through my head,
what we have said and what we should have
been just left for dead.

What happened to the good times,the laughs
the looks we shared? We both became to scared
and neither of us dared to fight back the
insecurities that should have stayed burried,
so deep within but instead, we let them win.

I would rather bleed with cuts of love then
live with out any scars, but what we had is
know to far gone...

Good By....