If I Close My Eyes Forever

If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain unchanged. Will the pain still be the same if I try to surpress the feelings deep within. Do I let you in, and warm my heart. Or do we just stay apart? I come back to whats familiar, to what I know is true, in my heart, torture is not apart of what I want. I want you to feel , your tender touch was so sureal, the night our hearts danced in the dark. I remember the day , the words the pain, the coldness that coorsed through my veins, its the day I died, I can not lie. That was a mistake I made that i cant deny. We went to hell and out of the hot burning umbers we prevailed. Two reapers in the night, our stares like ice. When we kiss firey white sparks ignites, a fear with in all, we did not fall, our love not in dispare but were but unaware. its larger then life as we lift up our eyes. We can prove that true love never dies.